Insanity

God loves a trier
Pain is the thing I acquire
Mental desireCan′t someone make it end?

Fanning the fire
Watching the flames burn higher
I'm not a liar
But they don′t understand
Y-T-I-N-A-S-N-I

Where is the meaning?
When will you choke on your screaming?
Why does this feeling
Never ever stop?

Do I have choices?
Talking with you, but without voices
Tearing up noises
But I'll never give up

E-D-I-C-I-U-S
You were once my dearest friend
S-U-I-C-I-D-E
I guess you weren't meant for me

Am I in pieces tumbling down?
Wish that you could save me now
It′s a disease ′cause I don't know how
To see what′s wrong or right way around

Thinking in reverse, thoughts are too loud
Where does it end, now I'm starting to doubt?
Bruises are purple and everything is loud
So sick and tired
I can′t even shout