In Spite Of It All

disconnect, to protect
space yourself from the mess
a chance to breathe, where the air is clean
and all of your thoughts, and all your dreams
so how can i say to you it's only me
so how can i say to you it's only me it's only me
here we are again
the beating heart the sound you hear
is innocence that cradles fear
and everytime i see your pain
i know it's me that i'm to blame
so how can i say to you believe in me
so how can i say to you believe in me it's killing me
impaled myself with the spears i've slung
and i've hung myself with words said
trust me, i don't trust myself
it's words said, words said
here we are again
wondering how we ever seemed to make this moment that i
here we are again
wondering how we're still here trying in spite of it all
haven't learned a thing
like sailing on a sea that's always raging
the rains that fell for forty days
well our anger now is more than just a reaction
it's been building and now it won't go
it's more than just a chain of thoughts
that has brought us to this place
we're just holding on to memories
we're now dancing on their graves
it's the words i once said to you
that keeps you here today
it's the words i once felt for you
that i just can't say
impaled myself with the spears i've slung
and i've hung myself with words said
trust me, i don't trust myself
it's words said, words said
here we are again
wondering how we ever seemed to make
this moment that i used to feel
would last forever
end of time we'd be together
we're still here trying in spite of it all
haven't learned a thing