In My Heart

I don't know why
We still live together;
We're so far apart
so much of the time.
I don't know why
This beautiful weather
is breaking my spirit
And tearing my mind
all apart.

Are you so lonely?
Are you so sad?
Have you lost your purpose,
The faith that you had?
If life is a question
I don't understand,
If time is the reason
Then nobody can,

In my heart
It is just an illusion,
It's not even real
It's much more than you think
It's much more than you feel.

My ears are still ringing
There's nothing to say.
Why look to the ocean
To wash me away?
There goes my best friend,
There goes my last dime;
If love is the answer
I'm wasting my time.

In my heart
It is just an illusion,
It's not even real
It's much more than you think
It's much more than you feel.

Do you feel?
Is this real?
How I feel,
In my heart,
In my heart,
In my heart ...