In My Head

Its in my head, won't go away, can't stop the thoughts that drain me.

All form of control leaves and all I have is me.

A sheltered, black room, blank canvas no colour staining.

And I try to break this chain but all I feel is so cold.

I've tried hard to rid myself of this.

I've tried hard to wash away the hate.

I've tried hard to rid myself of all things that I hate, all the things that hate me.

I don't want to change, not even for you.

Coz I'll always be this way, the sinner in me is you.

I don't wanna feel this pain in all that I do.

Now that I've paid the price, I still can't escape from you.

Now I can't, remember what its like to feel sanity.

I've lost all, respect I once had for a world that's always hated me.

I won't be, a scapegoat, I'm exactly what you've made me.

Waste product, the refuse, your worst nightmares are within me.

I try hard to rid myself of this.

I try hard to wash away the hate.

I try hard to rid myself of all things that I hate, all the things that hate me.

I don't want to change, not even for you.

Coz I'll always be this way, the sinner in me is you.

I don't wanna feel this pain in all that I do.

Now that I've paid the price, I still can't escape from you.