I'm Shakin'

I've forgotten what it feels like to feel normal

To be normal

And I've forgotten what food tastes like

The way it tastes right

The taste buds taste right

Well I wake up in so much spit and sweat

It is not normal

What is normal

I go to bed

When I wake up

After cleaning all

All the spit and sweat

Now I'm now I'm sh sh shakin' sh shakin' I'm

Sh sh shakin' sh shakin' now

I tossed and turned all night

Cause I, cause I was looking for, for an ending

This was so because, because I watched all day

The "Neverending story" with Atreyu

The next day came but not a beam of light

Because the blinds were shut

sh sh sh shut so tight

I fell out of bed laced in spit and sweat

It made me very cold

Now I'm now I'm sh sh shakin' sh shakin'

I'm sh sh shakin' sh shakin' now

I'm supposed to feel better

This nightmare supposed to end

I am holding on

I'm shakin' now