I must apologise

I never wanted to cause doubt in your mind
I′m not acting the way I think you'd like
We went for dinner and now you′re acting paranoidIf only you knew the way I felt inside
On that night

Your paranoia, it happens all the time
And that's 'cause lying′s a big problem of mine
But I still do it, now I′m by myself again
I tell so many that I can't see them end
So I said

If I could, I would make amends
Today, I wrote a list of them
The way it starts, the way it ends
I signed my name in marker pen (yeah)

I must apologise
Before I end the night

It′s not a gamе, I want to change
These days, it doesn't feel the same
The way it did some years before
I′ve lost so much, I'll lose some more

I′m not able (ble-ble)
To tell you what you need, it's a shame 'cause
They say I should be honest more, one day, I′m sure
I′ll figure out the reason I was telling lies for

I must apologise
Before I end the night