I Don't Know Why I Bother With Myself

I'm a fool , I've taken no advice

And I'm so cruel , I'm talkin' to you nice

But then again you may not take me back

Oh just to put my hat back on your rack

Guess I don't know why I bother with myself

You will find a part of me in someone else

I never argued with the fact that she is mine

I only hurt her and kissed her three times out of nine

You have the edge to talk to men and make them feel at home

You spent that every lasting cent on someone that's not your own

Bear with me there's bound to be a chance

To heal the wound and start back our romance

I gained a heart and part of it is yours

Oh just to see my love walk through these doors

Oh and my life's bound out ahead , I can not look

And if you read me , then I am just a book

You don't care if rain falls in my room

You won't be there if trouble fills my spoon

I'm just a clown that plays around with misery in my way

Forgetting all the rules of love ....(fade)