I Am Nothing

Tonight I am nothing

it doesn't matter where I've been

delay of reaction is

the unseen movie of this life

I remember one of my friends

telling me to go ahead

Water on every side

there's a dead spot in my eye

if I listen close at night

there's something coming my way

Like someone called my name

but I didn't care to look that way

I just fixed my eyes into the crowd

it would have been strange to turn around

If you would tell me that I was someone

then for a second I would think

just like I would try to consider

how it would feel to know

I have to get on with this

it's a decision for tonight

out to look for chances

it is murder of my mind

Once I was someone new

I was chosen for a while

then with time I am changing

at least that is what they say

What is worth with being here

I pray so often for a change