I Am...

Wonder back to where you were at, you'll find me

You fucking idiot what you got see

Wasn't really me just a shadow of what I could've been

And then multiply

Into a ruthless, an over bad, another sad

Then I cut myself out the way

Of conflicting views (that were) stirring up truth

I can't get it right

Turning back on myself is the hardest thing

I could have possibly done

With the will to change I've got no one to blame and I'm telling you this is?

Why, do we always try?

Do we always try?

To cover up our mistakes

To try and be what they'd expect

As I wonder back myself I get full of wealth

Knowing I am right out of sight

Feeling calmer, don't know how to use this

Too busy trying to fucking well abuse this

That I find myself flipping a coin

On my personality whom I gonna join

This is what's wrong this not strong

I can't explain it

So who you gonna blame it on

Turning back on myself is the hardest thing

I could have possibly done

With the will to change I've got no one to blame and I'm telling you this is

Why, do we always try?

Do we always try?

To cover up our mistakes

To try and be what they'd expect

Find a way to find yourself

And mind you don't fall

I'm not sure I like what I found so

Be careful of your height and say I'm all I am

Cause the fact of the matter is what you see and you get

Isn't always true for me

I lie to the back of my teeth and your never gonna see me

Cause I cover it up with expression

Would you call me a fool cause I'm questioned?

And you never gonna break this

Cause the face who takes this space is under pressure

Everyone shows a gesture

By changing the mask I wear am I a lesser?

Oh, and when I get low

I can not stay this way why can't you see?

Its easy to delude yourself in thinking this is who I am

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