Gun In Hand

(spend a lifetime, trying to understand.
Spend a lifetime...
You want it? You got it! You feel it? Gun in hand.
You want it? You got it! You feel it? Gun in hand.
Why, you reason, with a gun in your hand?
You want it? You got it! You feel it? Gun in hand.
With a gun in your hand.)

What, what was so bad?
What had he done, to make you return,
...this time with a gun?

Intimidation growing bigger.
What the hell made you pull the trigger?

(...)

Thought this all through,
Thought it might be fun.
Shot in the head, to show everyone.

Intimidation growing bigger.
What the hell made you pull the trigger?

(...)

Held, in his friends' arms. Blood, on his face. Hole, in his head, gripped by deaths' embrace.

In his embrace.