Growin' Pains

(Backyard)
Uh

Don't ask me how I've changed, I've been like this since I was sixteen
Quitting all my jobs, I'm hardheaded, I have trouble listening
And I just saw my old friends, they're all happy and having kids
And their dads are all real proud, almost forgot I don't fit in
They wished they chased their dreams and I wish I stayed at home
They can't get off of work, and I can't get off my phone
My friends are all so happy, where the fuck did I go wrong?
But I guess I'm still the same, tryna fit in where I don't belong

Why can't I just move on?
I've felt like this for too long
I'll crash my car into a pond
If I can't get back what I never really had
I don't like thinking 'bout my past
'Cause why do it feel like I'm drowning?

Uh, this life look good when it's through a phone
Working all week away from home
And singing songs and getting stoned
Ain't seen my dog in too long
Ain't met my buddy's new kids
I can't help but to do wrong
Fucked up, everyone knew this
I'm stuck right here, can't move on
But I'ma go be what I told you

Who would I be without knowing you?
All of this shit on the internet
Made me feel like I ain't me, I won't hold you
But fuck it, we here now
Growing apart, our conversation weird now
You got a career now
And I'm staying up late and drinking too much beer now

Some things don't change
Some things don't stay the same
I'm praying for some better days
But I don't know if God can hear a thing
And I don't know if I deserve it
I'm still soul searching
I wish I could be home tomorrow, babe
Right now I'm on the road and working

Why can't I just move on?
I've felt like this for too long
I'll crash my car into a pond
If I can't get back what I never really had
I don't like thinking 'bout my past
'Cause why do it feel like I'm drowning?

Why can't I just move on?
I've felt like this for too long
I'll crash my car into a pond
If I can't get back what I never really had
I don't like thinking 'bout my past
'Cause why do it feel like I'm drowning?