Going Through The Motions

Buffy: Every single night: the same arrangement, i go out and fight the fight. still i always feel this strange estrangement. nothing here is real, nothing here is right! I've been making shows of trading blows just hoping noone knows. that i've been going through the motions... walking through the part. nothing nothing seems to penetrate my heart.

Demons/Vampires: she does pretty well with feinds from hell but lately we can tell, that she's just going through the motions:faking it some how...

Wizard demon: she's not even half the girl she- OW!

Buffy: will i stay this way forever? sleep walk through my lifes endeaver?

Handsom man tied up: how can i repay?

Buffy: WHATEVER! i don't wanna be... going through the motions... losing all my drive! and i can't even SEE if this is really ME! and i just wanna be... ALIIIIIIIIVE!!!!