Going All Out

Right now,

I don't care how shame feels

Don't care how pain feels inside

Right now,

don't care what I hear

Don't care what I fear inside

So now I'm going it alone

It feels like me against the world

I can't allow for an ounce of inability

I may be tetched,

but for now I'm going all out

Right now,

I don't care how shame feels

Don't care how pain feels inside

Right now,

don't care what I hear

Don't care what I fear inside

I can't make room for comfort

I can't make room for myself

I'll keep my cool,

defiantly

My strategy is not too sound

But I'm going all out

If there's a barrier up

I'm pushing through it

A door slammed in my face

I'm kicking through it

I will silence the doubts

Even if it fucks me up right now

I'm tetched,

but I'm going all out

I'm pushing my limits

Right now,

I don't care how shame feels

Don't care how pain feels inside

Right now,

don't care what I hear

Don't care what I fear inside

Right now,

I don't care how shame feels

Don't care how pain feels inside

Right now,

don't care what I hear

Don't care what I fear inside

Right now,

I don't care how shame feels

Don't care how pain feels inside

Right now,

don't care what I hear

Don't care what I fear inside

It doesn't matter

It doesn't matter to me