Fading

I remember a time in my life

When everything was fine

but as the days passed

I think back once more

And remember one more time

All the times whe I smiled and laughed

I didn't comprehend

Ten years from then

I finally realized

That the world was just pretend

See the way my life's turned out

And the memories fucking fade away

Now i have aqaintances

Who outnumber my friends

But would they stand by my side

Because so many times

I trusted what they said

And it turned out to be lies

So fuck what I've learned

And fuck what I've said

Cause when the time comes

And you need a friend

My answer will be fuck you

I raise my hand

Like I have something to say

See that's the way my life has turned out

Smile and just leave it til some other day

And the memories just fucking fade away