emotionally invested

Drew the line, then I pulled you in
I′ve been lying straight face right to my friends
They would kill me if they knew what we've been doingAnd honestly, what we′ve been doing, so confusing

Keep it casual when we speak now
But I feel like a fraud because I know deep down
I wish we could pick up where we left it
And honestly, I don't know what I was expecting

Said that I could be your friend, but it's
Getting harder to pretend when
You′re the one I used to lay in bed with
Now I′m the one crying every time that you exit

Said that we could still be fine, but
You're still living in my mind and
I′m the one paying consequences
Romantically detached but emotionally invested

Hate to say this, but I'll admit
I′ve written songs before, hoping that you'd listen
Hate that you′ve got all this power over my thoughts
Say that I don't care until the second you call

Said that I could be your friend, but it's
Getting harder to pretend when
You′re the one I used to lay in bed with
Now I′m the one crying every time that you exit

Said that we could still be fine, but
You're still living in my mind and
I′m the one paying consequences
Romantically detached but emotionally invested

And I keep tryna play it down
But I can't even fool myself
It′s killing me to live without you
Live without you now

And I keep tryna play it down
I'm still not over you somehow
It′s killing me to live without you
Live without you now

Said that I could be your friend, but it's
Getting harder to pretend when
You're the one I used to lay in bed with
Now I′m the one crying every time that you exit

Said that we could still be fine, but
You′re still living in my mind and
I'm the one paying consequences
Romantically detached but emotionally invested