Drowning In It

Why are we here?

I always seem to ask myself

Question averted by the thought of someone else

And I am hopelessly done with the things

That I have tried to do

Should I give up

And let the weight just fall on me?

Day by day I struggle endlessly

There's nothing right, there's nothing good about this

There's nothing right

There's nothing great about this life

And I will never know how it's supposed to be



I keep fighting with the things inside my head

I used to feel so much better than this

I should be laughing, but instead I'm just a mess

It's not right

It's not right to feel this way

I keep fighting with the things inside my head

I don't know how much I could take of this

And now I feel I'm so drowning in it

It's not right to feel this way



So you're gone, what're we supposed to do?

I tell myself not to care through and through

And all this time seems so wasted

When in the end it was all for nothing

There's nothing right cuz I'm in a fake fantasy

There's nothing right cuz I am in a fake misery

There's nothing right

There's nothing good about this

There's nothing right

There's nothing great about this life

And you'll always be another fake part of me



I keep fighting with the things inside my head

I used to feel so much better than this

I should be laughing, but instead I'm just a mess

I keep fighting with the things inside my head

I don't know how much I can take of this

And now I feel I'm so drowning in it

It's not right to feel this way



(I keep fighting but drowning in it)