Demotivated

Im feeling
So demotivated
And i hate it
I hate it
I hate it

Tell me how im supposed to live like this
I try to exhale this pain from my lips
And im getting kinda tired
Of questioning my existence
Yeah its just one big mess
Nothing fills this absence in my chest

Maybe i could end this all?
Cuz lately that is all i want
I swear to god there not much more to this
I know that it is kinda morbid but
I dont rlly wanna stick around to watch it all play out

Tell me how im supposed to live like this
I try to exhale this pain from my lips
And im getting kinda tired
Of questioning my existence
Yeah its just one big mess
Nothing fills this absence in my chest

I dont wanna keep on like this now
I dont want to
Would you rlly blame me if i tossed it all away?
I dont want to

I dont want to
I dont want to
I dont want to
I dont want to
I dont want to
I dont want to