Closer To Coma

Have you seen my sanity?

I seem to have left it at home

I feel pushed up against the wall

Like some Black Flag song

Oh and i try to wish it away

Everyday, a little closer, a little closer to hell

Why am I so selfish?

I push away everyone who loves me

I don't want, want to be like this

I just want someone to hold me

Why am I so childish?

It's because my mother never loved me

I don't want to be like this

I just want someone to hold me

Hold on tight

Everything will be alright

If I choose I

Why am I so selfish?

I push away everyone who loves me

I don't want, want to be like this

I just want someone to hold me

Why am I so childish?

It's because my mother never loved me

I don't want to be like this

I just want someone to hold me