Close To Me

I've waited hours for this,

I've made myself so sick.

I wish I'd stayed asleep today,

I never thought this day would end.

I never thought tonight could ever be…

This close to me…

Just try to see in the dark,

Just try to make it work,

To feel the fear before you're here.

I make the shapes come much too close,

I pull my eyes out,

Hold my breath,

And wait until I shake…

But if I had your faith,

Then I could make it safe and clean.

If only I was sure,

That my head on the door was a dream.

I've waited hours for this,

I've made myself so sick,

I wish I'd stayed asleep today.

I never thought this day would end,

I never thought tonight could ever be…

This close to me…

But if I had your face,

I could make it safe and clean.

If only I was sure,

That my head on the door,

Was a dream.