Car Crash

I don′t hate myself, but I can see that I may be easy to loathe
And I like the way that makes me real
We're all actors playing in a showWe′re all acting someone else you know
But I forgot my lines lately

Cause I wonder how I got so far
I wanna crash into a car
Crash into a car
Crash into a car

I don't rate myself but I've deceived you all to think I′m a pro
And I hate the way that makes me feel
We′re all boxers punching through the blows
We're all on the ropes until we fall
But it′s still over too quickly

And I wondеr how I got so far
I might just crash into a car
Crash into a car
Crash into a car

Write it off if I can spare the dough
With my luck, you know I nеver know
Probably end up in the dam that breaks
Instead of floating in outer space
Stuck a meditation CD on
Pretty soon I'm feeling kind of calm
Then it hit me like a lightning blast
I′m the traffic I can't get past

I cry for help
My mental health
The final straw
I′m going nowhere else

My dentist says I grind my teeth
I sometimes cry myself to sleep
My dentist says I grind my teeth
I get so anxious I can't eat
My dentist says I grind my teeth
I sometimes cry myself to sleep

Right now I'm stuck in the bell jar
I′m burning out just like a star [I should′ve walked
I'm scared I′ll crash into a car [?
I'm scared I′ll crash into a car [I'm going going nowhere, nowhere too far]