Breaking The Habit (Uncut)

This memories take over, confusin what i see,
Confusing my reality.
You think i can, Take all my pain,
But i really cant.

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose,
Cuz inside I realize that I'm the one confused.

I don't know what's worth fighting for, or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate, and say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way, I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit,
I'm breaking the habit, tonight.

Stoping the pain, Much harder than what i thought,
I know that i've lost all i've gained.
I hurt much more than any time before,
I have no options left again.

I don't want to be the one the battles always choose,
Cuz inside I realize that I'm the one confused.

I don't know what's worth fighting for, or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate, and say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way, I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit,
I'm breaking the habit, tonight.

I'll leave everything,
'cause nothing matters now,
how can i stop it,
when the memory returns,
also does the pain...

So
I'll paint it on the walls cuz I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don't know what's worth fighting for or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way, I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit,
I'm breaking the habit,
I'm breaking the habit tonight