Break My Heart Again

I feel destructive
But I′ve got myself to blame
Looking for balanceTell me why you and I never feel the same?
You know I mean it
And it's been so hard to say
But I think I′ve realised

That I want you
To break my heart again
So I can feel
Something that I'm used to
I, I wish I had of known
What we had
'Cause I don′t know if I could lose you
I could lose you
Lose you
I could lose

Picking my battles
But I think I′m losing ground
Wish I could vanish
Just to see what it's like without you around

Why do we hold on
Like we′ll find a way somehow?
When I think I've realised

That I want you
To break my heart again
So I can feel
Something that I′m used to
I, I wish I had of known
What we had
'Cause I don′t know if I could lose you
I could lose you (lose you, lose you)
Lose you
I could lose

I don't wanna wake up there
I shouldn't have to lose myself to stay with you
Let you know I′ve always cared
′Cause I'm alone and I feel like I should

Tell me, did I let you down? Mhm
You say you wanna clear the air, well I do too
Maybe we should just be friends
′Cause I'm afraid that I′ll give up again

'Cause I want you
To break my heart again
So I can feel
Something that I′m used to
I, I wish I had of known
What we had
'Cause I don't know if I want you
To break my heart again
So I can feel
Something that I′m used to

I, I wish I had of known
What we had
′Cause I don't know if I could lose you
I could lose you
Lose you
I could lose