Been Alone

I could have been with someone

I could have been alone

I could have lived without you

But would I have lived at all

I could have been with someone

I could have been alone

I could have lived without you

But would I have lived at all

I'm addicted to all that you do

The demon inside my head is you

You bring me up, bring me down, pull me through

You squeeze my last breath I'm turning blue

Better to die than to live without you

I could have lived tomorrow

I choose to die today

I need each fragment of you

In some masochistic way

I could of walked away from

From everything I've known

I could have been with someone

I could have been alone

I'm addicted to all that you do

The demon inside my head is you

You bring me up, bring me down, pull me through

You squeeze my last breath I'm turning blue

Better to die than to live without you

Time again I find myself at your door

You're the drug I'm sweating and I need more

Lay me down won't you purify my soul

Use me up and swallow me whole.

Better to die than to live without you.