Be Happy

I spent my whole life dreaming up
Some perfect world, but now I′m stuck
These words I sing for the ones I loveDraw a line that define the best in us
With every note and every page
I'm cleaning up each mess I make
Is there some way for me to prove that
I won′t bring out the worst in you?

Can anyone else relate?

I should be happy, but I'm not
Is there a way to make it stop?
It won't go away
It keeps haunting me
As colors fade, I start to change
I only have myself to blame ′cause
I should be happy, but I′m not
Can anyone else relate?

I saw the light when I was young
I always knew that I would be someone
But I fall short and I fucked things up
And now I'm paying for all these things I′ve done
I can't escape the feeling
Now I′m staring at the ceiling while I waste away
Could better off alone, might be better on my own
But I know I'm not okay ′cause

I should be happy, but I'm not
Is there a way to make it stop?
It won't go away
It keeps haunting me
As colors fade, I start to change
I only have myself to blame ′cause
I should be happy, but I′m not
Can anyone else relate?

Can't escape the feeling
Now I′m staring at the ceiling while I waste away
Might be better off alone, I'd be better on my own
But no, I′m not okay
I'm not okay, go

As colors fade, I start to change
I only have myself to blame
As colors fade, I start to change
I only have myself to blame

I should be happy, but I′m not
Is there a way to make it stop?
Just make it stop

I should be happy, but I'm not
Is there a way to make it stop?
It won't go away
It keeps haunting me
As colors fade, I start to change
I only have myself to blame ′cause
I should be happy, but I′m not
I should be happy, but I'm not

So kill the pain and make it stop
Can anyone else relate?
Can anyone else relate?
Can anyone else relate?
Just make it stop