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Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeahYeah, yeah

Come a long way, the hard way
And maybe I made it too hard
Been a long fight, the wrong kind
That breaks you and leaves you unsure
Been fighting to feel like myself
Not sure that′s what I want anymore
Feeling like me is probably the problem
I've had all along

I tell everyone I got better
But what if I′m not?
It's hard to face the truth sometimes
(It's hard to face the truth)
Oh and I tell everyone it gets better
But what if I′m wrong?
It′s hard to tell the truth sometimes

Am I always gonna just be, just be
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Waiting for the storm clouds to clear in my head
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Wondering if this is as good as it gets
Am I always gonna just be, just be getting by
Telling myself it's alright?
Does it matter how hard I try?
Am I always gonna just be, just be
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Yeah, yeah

I got pages and pages of documentation I keep
Looking for answers and patterns I′ve hidden in me
Don't need the world in my hands
Think I′d be happy with halfway content
I should grow up and shut up
I'm probably wanting too much

Oh and I tell everyone it gets better
But what if I′m wrong?
It's hard to tell the truth sometimes

Am I always gonna just be, just be
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Waiting for the storm clouds to clear in my head
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Wondering if this is as good as it gets
Am I always gonna just be, just be getting by
Telling myself it's alright?
Does it matter how hard I try?
Am I always gonna just be, just be
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Will I always be waiting?
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
And what is it I′m chasing?
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
These questions could drive someone crazy
I don′t want to spend the rest of my life asking myself

Am I always gonna just be, just be
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Waiting for the storm clouds to clear in my head
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Wondering if this is as good as it gets
Am I always gonna just be, just be getting by
Telling myself it's alright?
Does it matter how hard I try?
Am I always gonna just be, just be
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Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah