Autographs And Apologies

outline of a story-board with no idea head first in the shallow end

i apologize if i do not care

busy hands keep swimming

they don't like swallowing to the abstract motor

"gotta make that motor hum gotta make it run."

forward seems like forever

when "ever" is hand over hand over hand

the busy hands keeps swimming

gotta make that motor

"hum"

get it over and done

so much for autographs

so much for apologies

so much for promises i never intended to keep

how does it all add up?

how does the story end?

i can't let go i can't pretend very

i'm so friendly very

i'm so halloween

so this is what i wanted gotta keep

those channels clean and other sobering themes i'm drowning by numbers

my halo is bent

it's a fat fucking lie

and so the abstract motor gives in it says

"at least i tried"

at least i tried