Anxious

Maybe I'm so fucking anxious
'Cause I been so thankless
Spinnin' around, drownin' in the drama
I'll call you when I figure it out
I can't find a reason
Nothing's ever easy
It's all goin' down, but you know I promise
I'll call you when I figure it out

My colors keep fadin' away
Feel like I might come undone
Keep lettin' my thoughts get away, I
Like Forrest, they run, run, mn
A Monday morning, stormy weather
Feel like Friday, under pressure
Partyin' to hide the pain
Got money but I can't make change

Maybe I'm so fucking anxious
'Cause I been so thankless
Spinnin' around, drownin' in the drama
I'll call you when I figure it out
Woo, I can't find a reason
Nothing's ever easy
It's all goin' down, but you know I promise
I'll call you when I figure it out

Billions of people, how selfish of me
To only think about one, one, one
It's gettin' clear my mirror never likes what it sees, yeah
Never been good at re?ection
Karma, call me like vendetta
I don't wanna run forever
Partyin' to hide the pain
Got money but I can't make change

Maybe I'm so fucking anxious
'Cause I been so thankless
Spinnin' around, drownin' in the drama
I'll call you when I figure it out
I can't find a reason
Nothing's ever easy
It's all goin' down, but you know I promise
I'll call you when I figure it out

Someone put their hands on me right now
I keep treading water, will I drown?
I don't know what else can save me
Tryin' lately to figure it out

Maybe I'm so fucking anxious
'Cause I been so thankless
Spinnin' around, drownin' in the drama
I'll call you when I figure it out
I can't find a reason
Nothing's ever easy
It's all goin' down, but you know I promise
I'll call you when I figure it out