A Realization Of How It's Always Been

please drag me away from this, I just want to go.

and I'm taking in everything and just want to know

[Know what to say]

I've lost all direction and reason and seem so low

To everyone,everytime, only if they'd know.

No, I will lay down dead here.

This feeling takes over again and it's over soon.

[You said that you'd never forget this time]

I'm driving away from this and still it looms.

It seeps into everything and can empty you.

No, I will lay down dead here.

Sincerity empties me and all I see is a

[You said that you'd never forget this time]

realization of how it's always been.

Just take me away because it seems so bad.

Please end on this day, so I won't feel bad...again.

you said that I'd never really forget this time

And I've known this before