A Pathetic...appathy

i probably should have waved,
and maybe even broke a smile
but i had to open my mouth,
and now there's nothing left to say,
except...don't feed me those lies...
don't give me that line,
i've already heard it too many times.
Day breaks...
and i follow my routine.
sleepy day-sleepy dream
don't say those things to me,
ladaladada
ladaladada
ladaladada
slowly...
he moves my way- taking his time,
taking forever- forever not mine.
only I would think like that...
silent...
broken wrds marked by my lips.
too bad; these things happen.
only now i can't feel it.
don't care, won't cry, not now
been used, used lies- who cares,
not me, not now, appathetic offerings.
offer me, no reason, no lies.
but how, who cares, who sees
when will we grow up,
still young, still dumb, but it's okay,
because i like you that way.
manipulater- manipulated- just dumb!
deep breath...
one move, and i'm yours,
forever not mine
breath out and take me in
when will we grow up
not now, not ever...forever...immature love songs...forever
never mind