Reflections are hell bent on wearing me thin

The bags under my eyes carry the luggage from where I been

And I′m so sick of starting things over againI never really wanted to say this

I never wanted to embrace this

I found an old box so let's see what′s inside it

Fondness is weakness I think I should hide it

It's been decided, I wont try to fight it

Time can't be rewritten or be rewinded

Learning not earning, this life is a struggle

Desperately searching outside for rebuttals

Looking through tunnels while digging through rubble

Constant reminders of why to stay humble

It′s so exhausting searching for words to say

Hearing advice and I just can′t seem to relate

I'll blame the venom snakes left in my veins

Inspections directions are misguiding me

Everyday was always the same shit

So tired of always working the slave shift

Prevention of tension held inside of me

Flee the scene and go hit the pavement

Motivation from these brazen abrasions

Broken bones are poking holes they′re tearing through my skin

The open wound allow you to let the compounds sink in

Smoke and mirrors never been clearer wont happen again

Comrades caution avoid the loss and I just never listen

It's so exhausting searching for words to say

Hearing advice and I just can′t seem to relate

I'll blame the venom snakes left in my veins

You both deceived me. Believe me

I tried to put it all behind me and forget about it all

You grew complacent I been disgraced and I been lied to

You′ll find that treason's the reason for this all

I wont let my suffering be all for nothing

Falling in place to fall apart

Everyone now knows who you are

Fair weather friend won't amends

I never really wanna see you again