now that I am back out there

once more scared

misgivings haven't gone

inside this human race

no touch of grace

and still no place to go

I know it's up to me

to decide if this is real

but I'm walking and fro

always thinking about the ways I chose

welcome back yesterday ... not far away ... I'll keep an eye on you

tell me how could I forget all the angers I once had

should I start again ... to find the same ... that I once left behind

when tell me why should I forget all these dreams that I still have

another time ... another turn, I thought

but now I know that's wrong

this life will still remain the same

if I don't change a thing myself

suddenly so many doors are opening ... for me to try

I know it's up to me ...