sometimes I can't fall asleep

you lie beside me and I weep

dancing shadown on the wall

once you caught me ... now I fall

sometimes I feel love and trust

turn to anger and disgust

crawling darkness in between

no light in reach ... no silver sheen

sometimes I feel so ashamed

to be mercilessly framed

idle hands and eyes that stare

but no escape that I would dare

... love and trust ...

pain increasing every day

no truth left I won't betray

one day our way leads to an end

why do I cry ... I understand

that it's too late for me to go

I should have left you years ago

beyond this point of no return