When I have nothing left to feel

When I have nothing left to say

I'll just let this slip away

I feel these engines power down

I feel this heart begin to bleed

as I turn this burning page

Please forgive me if I bleed

Please forgive me if I breathe

I have words I need to say

Oh so very much to say

And whose life do I lead?

And whose blood do I bleed?

Whose air do I breathe?

With whose skin now do I feel?

I'm supposed to walk away from here

I'm supposed to walk away from here

And whose life do I lead?

Whose blood do I bleed?

Whose air do I now breathe?

I'm convinced there's nothing more.

The day you died I lost my way

The day you died I lost my mind

What am I supposed to do?

Is there something more?

The engines power down

Like a soldier to his end I go

Because I'm convinced

That there is nothing more

And whose life do I lead?

And whose air do I breathe?

With whose skin and whose blood do I feel?

What happens now?

Have I done something wrong?

Forgive my need to bleed right now

Please forgive my need to breathe

But I've so much to say

And it wouldn't matter anyway.

You're not here to hear these words that I must say

And I'm convinced inside

That there is nothing more

Whose life do I lead?

Whose air do I breathe?

Whose blood do I now bleed?

With whose skin now do I feel?

I have nothing left to say

I have nothing left to feel

Am I supposed to let this go now?

Let darkness come take you away?