It′s been a while since I let go of these thoughts

I don't really like to talk too much

Been really thinking bout them drugsI might′ve bought too much

Been really sinking in this mud

Might start copping by the jug

Let em judge

Tell 'em they ain't never walked thru such

Pain

Fuckin′ with love I done lost too much

So now I look around the shrugs

Cus these bitches be bad than a mug

But I promise you they cost too much

My time is everything and I already spent too many

Hours

Fuckin′ on hoes

And smoking on flowers

Missin my goals

Just losing my power

I pray for God to show for better things

Money ain't make me

But it made me play the Devils game

Everything fake now I can′t believe in everything

Main reason I don't do relationships and wedding rings

I watched my mama struggle tryna feed us by herself

Before I make a bitch a trophy wife

I leave her on the shelf

Looking pretty

Go collect another nigga′s pity

I ain't that type of rapper you won′t catch me in yo city

And if niggas wanna catch me

They goin' catch me holding 50

It's been way too many close calls

I watched the world turn they back on me

Then turned back

I let em in and did em wrong I think they earned that

They say you live and learn

But in this shit

I see somethings I gotta unlearn

Tell me where I learned that

Tell me where I learned that

Look

Tell me where do you go?

When you ain′t got no one for you to go and lean on

Watching through the peephole

Stab wounds in my back from the ones I called my equals

Lose my trust once and you won′t see me for the sequel

Been hustling for my kin

Learned to live and let live

Do me wrong that just show me you ain't comfortable in yo skin

All I kno is keep it real

All the fake shit don′t appeal

The cloth that I'm raised from

Don′t rip regardless of the tear

Been awhile since I shed a tear

Cryin' always been a fear

Dyin′ always been ideal

Searching for a why to stay alive

I ain't find it yet

What the fuck my purpose in this Life?

Someone answer this

Praying to a God in the skies show me sympathy

Give me a sign to trust my loved ones consistently

I wanna feel like they all for me

But it's killing me

I swear I done gave my brothers fake piss

And I gave ′em half′s worth of shake, Shit

I'm just tryna help make some shit shake

I don′t want the credit man I been paid

I only give love it ain't reciprocated ten ways

And I don′t do nothing in hopes of reciprocation

It's all love till it ain′t

Once it's lost ain't no replacing

They say if it′s real it′ll come back

But I feel like if it was real it woulda never have left

I don't trip too much unless I′m takin drugs in excess

Said I don't trip too much unless I′m takin drugs in excess

I swear I forget and move on way too fast

Prolly better that way

Scared of being attached

My heart, my soul can't take no more

Tryna give you my thoughts all from this Peephole