Fantasized about a life

Simplified, a paradise

Nothing good came easyEvery love would leave me

No shame, ′cause I played this game

And it gave me everything

Lost faith 'cause I saved myself

And I don′t need anything

So for one last time

This is for my friends

Who put needles in their veins

Who society erased

Hope their children all escape

This is to the men

Who wished death upon my name

Tried to push me to my grave

Swore I'd never fucking cave

Sacrifice, sleepless nights

Wasting time, a wicked vice

Time had made me heartless

It didn't leave me scarless

No shame, ′cause I played this game

And it gave me everything

Lost faith ′cause I saved myself

And I don't need anything

Until my heart stops

Until my heart stops beating

This is for my friends

Who put needles in their veins

Who society erased

Hope their children all escape

This is to the men

Who wished death upon my name

Tried to push me to my grave

Swore I′d never fucking cave

I have spent my life chasing things

That had only brought me pain

In the end, when I'm dead

Hope it was for something

Hope it was all for something

Hope it was for something

This is for the ones

Who put poison in their veins

Who society degrades

Hope their children can escape

This is to the men

Who wished death upon my name

Tried to push me to my grave

Swore I′d never fucking cave