I reminisce

On the last Christmas

I spent with my mom and my dadI′m still trippin'

Wishin′ that I could go back

To know what I'm missin'

It′s a mystery, oh, how′d I forget

I'm not a magician

I try fixin′ shit that I can't

Memories made me sick

I hope the past is the hardest that it gets

Momma say she drinkin′ to forget

I told my momma "Save your son a sip"

Tryna slow my breath and get a grip

I think life is harder than in death

They're in Heaven, I′m the one that's left (They left)

I did things that I know are wrong but

Time just keeps movin' on and

No matter which way I run

I can′t go back to the way it was, now

Broke bones and I shed some blood, and

Time took a few friends I love, and

No matter which way I run

I can′t go back to the way it was, now

And I can't go back to the way it was

And I can′t go back to the way it was, now

(Hold this moment while you can

Tell your people that you care

Do enough while you still can)

I can't go back to the way it was, now (Can′t go back to the-)

I said, I can't go back to the way it was, now, woah (No, no)

I can′t go back to the way it was, now