Seeing you was so bittersweet I almost died

My heart jumped but my head kept screaming why?

And I almost thought that I could change the past

And I almost, but that never really lasts.

Oh And I'm shot.

Oh baby I'm shot.

But I'm not.

Whatever you wanted.

Forever just wanting.

You.

And I hope you notice.

And could come around.

'Cos I always blow it.

And run it into the ground.

And silence keeps me frozen.

And you won't make a sound.

So I hope you notice.

Screaming man down.

And I'll only say this one time.

Your headlines won't get none of my time.

Yeah I'm lying.

'Cos I still can't find out.

Why I'm so divided.

Replay those few days over.

Somehow I'll find it.

Somewhere in your words.

When you leant on my shoulder.

I might act distant but I swear that it's not over.

I don't want to hear it.

But I gotta know, yeah I just gotta know.

Is there a reason, do you care if I'm still breathing.

Or am I insane?

For thinking we could've made it.

Oh baby we could've made it.

Oh baby I'm shot.

But I'm not.

Whatever you wanted.

Forever just wanting.

You.

But you'll never know it

'Cos I'm just way too proud

Hide behind my ego

Block the whole world out

And these words they don't come easy

And they don't come loud

So you'll never know it

Screaming man down

I just saw God

I just saw God

Outside the liquor store

You told me

I was lost

I lost