Sometimes I just sit back and wonder

What was meant to be learned from that event that occured

Everything happens for a reason right

I left behind just another tragic lesson in life

An organic rush adrenaline flight

High above the traumatised situation of life

It's ironic, considerate rarity patron of love,

Higher knowledge engulfs me cuz,

The blast of fate a lesson,

To my eyes concerned and overwhelmed

Theirs were of fear

Yet I'm feelin' so empty inside

And yet it burns so akward this

Time

Tears a waterfall of acid cries from his eyes,

I need to recognize,

It's meant to be

He's alive and his cries just begin arisin'

Suprisin' as well...

This little boy proud of helpin' those in need

But he's not me but just maybe he could be,

I can see it now because,

I'm a hero in his eyes temporarily blind

This immature kid a spirit as well an angel,

Hiding by helping and wanting to understand, me

It's somethin' with my pride, lies,

I cannot hide my true side,

And maybe in distress I can still come out laughing that's the way I am...

Am I hard to recognize?

What do I need to realize?

Why can't I see with my own f*cking eyes?

What do i need to see?