Another day wasted out of time

I can't get out of this

Altered state of mind

I'm going overboard

My conscience meets decline

Into reality

I know this can't be fine

Cause I'm all messed up

Making perfect nonsense

Drowning in my doubt

Too well

Cause I'm all messed up

Going nowhere fast

But circles in my mind

So blind

Who are these voices in my head

I can't go on like this

Living like the dead

I havent slept so long

Feeling sad I dread

I'm talking to myself

Forgot what I just said

Cause I'm all messed up

Making perfect nonsense

Drowning in my doubt

Too well

Cause I'm all messed up

Going nowhere fast

But circles in my mind

So blind

Well I hold my only enemy

As closely as a friend

And I sold my own reality

To further my decent

Self destruction taking over

It's so easy to pretend

Introduction to this nightmare

That now seems may never end

Can anyone help me drag my heels

I'm running overtime

I can't hold down my meals

My mind is racing by

Staring blankly feels

Like pulling out my teeth

While this engine whines

Cause I'm all messed up

Making perfect nonsense

Drowning in my doubt

Too well

Cause I'm all messed up

Going nowhere fast

But circles in my mind

So blind