Fuck

Victim of a vicious cycleCondemned to repeat

The woods whisper damning lullabies

And carve it in my skin

I stood at the roots of time

And watched my sense of purpose fade

So I beg you, let me bear the light

Or let me dig my fucking grave

I wish I could take back the days

I wasted away to be left fading away

I wish I could take back my dreams

I wish I could take back my life

The day you departed remains

Reminds me of every pathetic mistake that I′ve made

An empty void I've become victim to

Emptiness

The forest wept

For all those nights where my dream was to see you smile

I′d trade it all for a day not spent in denial

Lay me to rest in that forest grove

Where I held your hand as the flowers bloom

As they bloom

I wish I could take back the days

I wasted away to be left fading away

I wish I could take back my dreams

I wish I could take back my life

The day you departed remains

Reminds me of every pathetic mistake that I've made

An empty void

This is a cataclysm

Cloaked in self destructive lust

As I stare at the trees

You haunt my fucking dreams

A shell of a man

Is all I've ever been

It is my time to fucking leave it all behind

Let me die