Lay in bed to goto sleep

Close my eyes and start to think

Why does everyone dream

of sweet and wonderful things

Then it comes to me like

A sucker punch in a fight

Maybe it's cool to get mad

And it's good to be sad

I enjoy feeling like this

I enjoy feeling like shit

Today's a lonely day, the kinda of day

Makes me wanna change

The way I live without my lonely day

I never wanna change

I like my foot in my mouth

I dig feeling left out

I think it's cool to be fake

And make a ton of mistakes

I guess I'm one of those guys

That don't think life is prize

More like stupid board game

That always ends up the same