I wake up everyday

I′m feelin' empty, feelin′ all grey

My psychiatrist keeps sayin'"Everything is gonna be okay"

I talked to my friends

They asked me, "What happened with you?"

Sure, lemme tell you that

And what the fuck I've been through, sing

Long, long ago, I was no one, I wasn′t this messed

And, no, no dont know, I dont know how could I be so depressed

′Cause people always tell me, "You should stop being unhappy"

Goddamit, how the hell is that supposed to help me?

In other hand, I've never wanted to confess that I′m sad

'Cause I′m a clown and my job is to make people happy, you know that

I like to laugh, I like to make people laugh

But the problem is why I cannot do that to myself

(God knows)

All these feelings I consider as a time bomb cause it

(Gets worse)

Every day I have to make lies sure it ain't right

Better than die, or should I?

Shit, I′m done, trying so hard not to give a fuck

But I want to have fun

Like a lot of people, like a normal people

In other hand, I've never wanted to confess that I'm sad

′Cause I′m a clown and my job is to make people happy, you know that

I like to laugh, I like to make people laugh

But the problem is why I cannot do that to myself

So I wake up everyday

I'm feelin′ better, feelin' not grey

My psychiatrist is saying

"Everything is finally okay"

I told all my friends I said

"I′m no longer feelin' blue"

And they believe it

They don′t know it's a lie, they have no clue