Hoping for a miracle

I′m not equipped for this, but I can't move until I choose

I need a crystal ballI′m falling apart and I can't take anymore

Standing at the crossroads

There's no right answer, no one′s brain to pick

Under the spy

There′s no escaping, I'm a deer caught in headlights

I am hoping for a sign

Something bring me right here

Not in a drink, not in a drift

Please see me through metaphors in blue

I′m holding on for dear life

Ego, I am a slave to you

You're running the show, my confidence is bruised

Dumbstruck, I′m falling further

Down a shame spiral, I am left in this

I am hoping for a sign

Something bring me right here

Not in a drink, not in a drift

Please see me through metaphors in blue

I'm holding on for dear life

Something bring me right here

Not in a drink, not in a drift

Please see me through metaphors in blue

I′m holding on for dear life

Spirit

Please don't abandon me