Desperate for the day

Craving for that high

Denying the addictionIt rules my life

Want to disappear

Crawl inside the mind

Vanish from the light

One more I swear

Last time again

I don′t need this

Can't help myself

One more I swear

I don′t want this suffering

All you say

Won't make it go away

Killing by myself

I'm not here to stay

Already crossed that line

Lucky I′m alive

Climbed out from the bottom

Can′t rule my life

Never far behind

Closer every time

I'm the one who saved me

One more I swear

Last time again

I don′t want this

Can't help myself

Last time

Building something so much stronger

All you say

Won′t make it go away

Killing by myself

I'm not here to stay

Already crossed that line

Lucky I′m alive

Climbed out from the bottom

Can't rule my life

Never far behind

Closer every time

I'm the one who′ll save me

The voice, it speaks

It′s haunting me

To change my need

Won't let me be

Try to change my ways

A little bit each day

Searching for redemption

Won′t rule my life

Beaten, payed the price

Fought to stay alive

I found out my worth

Won't rule my life