I caught the first flight home to put you in the ground

I haven't come to terms with the news I just found out

Today it is raining outside

To match this empty feeling that I'm left with tonight

You will be missed

You were always here to get me through times like this

And I know if you were here you'd be laughing at me

You would say you're not as alone as you think

Here at your funeral everyone is dressed in black

As if the colors would attack

And I watched everyone in the room start to cry

I've never fought tears like this before tonight

You've always made it look so easy

And you know I struggle through it all

You've always made it look so easy

And now it's harder than it's ever been before

You will be missed

You were always here to get me through times like this

And I know if you were here you'd be laughing at me

You would say you're not as alone as you think

It's a year today

The first anniversary

I hope you're listening

I can't find the words to say

Here at your funeral everyone is dressed in black

As if the colors would attack

And I watched everyone in the room start to cry

I've never fought tears like this before tonight

You will be missed

You were always here to get me through times like this

And I know if you were here you'd be laughing at me

You would say you're not as alone as you think