Wasn't raised religious

But I wish that I was

Having nothing to believe in

It's been killing my buzz

Yeah, I comb my hair, close the blinds

Play "Hallelujah" like two dozen times

And yesterday, I tried to pray

But I didn't know what to say

I'm too sad to cry, too high to get up

Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to fuck up

Don't like to talk, I just lay in my bed

Don't even try to go out with my friends

Lied to my doctor, she knew I was faking

Gave me some pills, but I'm too scared to take 'em

I try and I try, but I'm too sad to cry

Can't tell my mama

It makes her worry

I'm not suicidal

Sometimes, the lines get all blurry

Yeah, I comb my hair, close the blinds

Play "Hallelujah" like two dozen times

And yesterday, I tried to pray

But I didn't know what to say

I'm too sad to cry, too high to get up

Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to fuck up

Don't like to talk, I just lay in my bed

Don't even try to go out with my friends

Lied to my doctor, she knew I was faking

Gave me some pills, but I'm too scared to take 'em

I try and I try, but I'm too sad to cry

I'm too sad to cry, too high to get up

Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to fuck up

Don't like to talk, I just lay in my bed

Don't even try to go out with my friends

Lied to my doctor, she knew I was faking

Gave me some pills, but I'm too scared to take 'em

I try and I try, but I'm too sad to cry