Mask all my pain

Hold back my tears

I′m going insaneNobody knows

All by myself

Let the rain hit me

I'm going insane

Nobody knows

I take another shot

Tryna just forget all the negative

Devil laughin′ meanwhile god explaining the benefits

Listen financial freedom

Come and go as you please

Arenas packed out

Plus a bunch of hoes on their knees

You got your mom a house

Yeah I know it seems bitter sweet

Because your parents separated

You thought money so seams

And now you think it's your fault

You enabled the breakup

But that's the power of money now you just funding the makeup

With the same tool that brought it down

Tell the waiter I don′t want no ice

I just want tequila

I don′t want it watered down

Everything I bought for y'all

I figured that I bought a crown

I figured that you know that you can get it since I got it now

I saw this goin′ differently

I be lookin' at the 7-year-old me like don′t come visit me

The public took the fun away

You've been robbed of all of your innocence

I′m talkin' to myself I hope I'm listening

Mask all my pain

Hold back my tears

I′m going insane

Nobody knows

All by myself

Let the rain hit me

I′m going insane

Nobody knows

Juggling the inside and outside heavy

I might call a ex chick and drink some Henny

Starting off my day with some shit already

Answering the phone like I'm pissed already

Media is lyin′ gettin' used to it

Crucifying me I needa crucifix

Guess I look the part so I might as well

Heavens where you get when you fight through the hell

People keep slandering but I can′t respond

Because if I do y'all call me crazy say my focus is wrong

I′m feelin' fed up yeah

This isn't natural no

Keep it together let it fall apart in music

I can′t let them see the pain

When I′m the one that gets them through it

This some real life shit

Sometimes I feel like shit

Mask all my pain

Hold back my tears

I'm going insane

Nobody knows

All by myself

Let the rain hit me

I′m going insane

Nobody knows