Album Cover Last Life

Last Life

RudyWade

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Dig em out

Out

Skeletons inside my closet had to dig em out

Finished with regretting cause regression I can live without

All I felt was pressure and I molded to what came around

Til I learned my lesson I′m confessing what I truly found

I'm holding on

To my past life

Its hard to act right

When I can′t stand myself at all

Is this my last life

Cause I can't take this anymore

Used to think I'm worse off but I′m okay

Back then it hurt more now I′m not fazed

Deep thoughts and long nights I lost my place

Better off without you I'm left astray

And I swear

That I wish I cared less

I was far too obsessed with you

And I can′t

Think of what was unsaid

Cause it doesn't make sense with you

Spent too much time on you no it wasn′t worth it

Every time you're out of line made me think that I deserve it

Why should I apologize when you left me here deserted

All you do is tell me lies hidden underneath the surface

It was hard for me

I was lost too deep

In a place I can′t get out

And the thoughts I reap

Were the cost of me

Tryna figure out just why

I'm holding on

To my past life

Its hard to act right

When I can't stand myself at all

Is this my last life

Cause I can′t take this anymore

Used to think I′m worse off but I'm okay

Back then it hurt more now I′m not fazed

Deep thoughts and long nights I lost my place

Better off without you I'm left astray

And I swear

That I wish I cared less

I was far too obsessed with you

And I can′t

Think of what was unsaid

Cause it doesn't make sense with you

I swear

I swear

I swear I don′t care

I don't care

I don't care

I′m holding on

To my past life

Its hard to act right

When I can′t stand myself at all

Is this my last life

Cause I can't take this anymore

Used to think I′m worse off but I'm okay

Back then it hurt more now I′m not fazed

Deep thoughts and long nights I lost my place

Better off without you I'm left astray

And I swear

That I wish I cared less

I was far too obsessed with you

And I can′t

Think of what was unsaid

Cause it doesn't make sense with you