Look

It′s only rainy day trips

I got to hide the tearsGod keeps reassuring me that

It's not ending here except career

It′s all here

I'm learning how you

Only need yourself in life

It's closed doors that keep on

Opening up for wealth in life man

It′s getting hard to understand

I′m getting bigger working towards

Ain't never part of the plan

I′ve kept the garden well nourished

Growing on you no florist paper high

You sight seeing no tourist

As if I didn't only hope

You ever did flourish

As if I didn′t always know

To show up give you more this

Hot tracks

You couldn't melt the handprints

I′ve got cemented

I'm getting bigger now

You've made selections my reflections

You couldn′t dead beat the boy

But killing me is a suggestion

As if I got to get you back for things

I couldn′t mention

You framed the boy

Harder than family portraits

Sunshine on a rainy day

I had to shed light

I couldn't ignore this

Funny now the ones ignoring

You want support

Judgements in a river flowing

One way drunken

Every night and then

I pop one on a slump day

Pop one every other

Like I live this

Life the fun way

Fun way

Oh that′s how it goes

It goes

It goes

Aye aye aye

And then it's Monday

It′s Sunday

It's all here funds day

I keep reminding ya′ll

What's been missing

Just like a runaway

Balling on these motherfuckers

Living life half dazed

Treating family exposure

I'm getting running them draft days

Can tell the stench from opponents

On ashtrays all them motherfuckers

Quick to talk about the cash made

I′m still here for all them shawties

Class half days

Daddy day care for all them

Mothers with them paves paid

Time heals all

Distance I treat as blessings

Pain inside my eyes

I′m buckling down

With these suppressors

Hearts in my collection

Ain't beating inside possession

The therapist do agree I should

Come clean with these obsessions

Not doing this shit for the

Accolades or seconds whole

Lot of ups and downs while

Working through apprehensions

Everything we′ve found it's

Getting hard to boss around

Relationships they ain′t the

Healthiest a few that's safe and sound

My sons room in good shape

He hardly is allowed I′m

Dusting dust while

Moving motionless

I'm covering ground they

Cheering for me now wow

Used to skirt around

You throwing salt inside the wound

You want revenge how

Wow shit right now a motherfucker

Really out here running wild

In public with the referee they

Trynna flag it down

We really had our run-ins

Had to wipe the sweat off

Clean the brow

Aye

One two three four

Five six seven

Hook and then the chorus

Ain't nothing I hold in question

Peter Pan with it child

Guide your way to Heaven

I′m only drinking that water

It′s holing itself a lemon

Pinky ring I'm only wearing

For the session asking

God the price for the son to

Rise on the West end

I′m only fearing those

In churches on Sunday but

Engine run on tensions so

Anything and everything

They want they get

No exemptions

I got a motor more

I'm getting older

The lessons and weapons

They uncontrollable the

More I go you know

You can′t abandon love

Never gave and that's a shame Demand and force it out

Whole games changed

I know history don′t know

History to these numbers

Never seen oblivion

The energies sizzling

The reasons that I'm in

This ain't to chiseling

The stars stay glistening

The bars stay christening

I know you know

You ones that′s got a cross

For aesthetic playing

Savior to a saint no

Medic pathetic family just

Like soldiers life indebted

Friends inside they role

With roll with ′till we deaded

She rather fuck the

Morning before she

Putting on cosmetics

The mission got to Kobe

You would Nipsey

Representing anyone that's

Trying to hold me

I cannot vacation now it′s draining

The health I got keeps sinking

While the phrasing gets amazing

Man I'm pool side

Margaritas heart ski season

I′m broken down cold relentless

Yet I keep peaking

I need time you need reasons

Said I'm self seeking

Soul searching

Distance got me wondering

How am I supposed to know

You safekeeping the

Climate keeps on changing but

I got no dry seasonings

No dry seasons

Yeah how am I supposed to

Know that love I send

Won′t break to pieces

I can't help you losing interest

Now the days they going by

Percentages a major reason why

A lot escape this life

I'm giving more than most

That do live this life unsatisfied

Don′t take that shit ungratefully

A lot of pain buried alive

Always said I′ll handle later

Down the road or when we

Crossed the lines and now

We're face to face with it and I

Don′t even get goodnights

Conversations FBI's

They got to infiltrate to

Get to levels that I rise

It′s detrimental they're

Starting to recognize

The bloods turning ice

The lines are throwing knifes

Momma said to play it nice

I could hear it twice I got to

Light to cleanse the soul I′m

Moving ghostly rest unknown

I know it's hard to

Love somebody

Through an empty telephone

Length I'm going railroads

Old western with the work

Either holstered or exposed

I′m young Aaliyah

No I don′t love the way you

Call me Foolish you not Ashanti

Conversations I can't explain

Always more beyond me

How much water till the

Baggage got you sinking overboard

How many times I′ve

Bet on life under-overs

Land on what I'm

Working towards such a

Gamble not convinced

Yankee to a Jeter throw an

A-Rod fit yeah

Devil keeps on laughing and

Clowning the boy

Heaven turned me down

Who′s laughing now

It's all pitted how you

Reacting wild

I know I′m cherished

By many hated by plenty

You could blame the

Vibrations the dentist of

The family I keep them

The cleanest the ice cream

Shine heart deep he the

Sweetest villains want to

Cover up with scripture

That's the steepest

Church don't save your

Soul you killed his

Father out the picture

That′s a story sold

A winding road

A celebrity woe

I mean

You can′t say that lesbians

Don't know to raise children

I′m keen to spot a

Bitch when they

Stepping into the building

Life I keep on field-in

Moments you living

Different since revealing

I hear you still think of

Me when you kneeling

I'm getting bigger off impressions Getting bigger off reflections

You couldn′t dead beat the boy

But killing him is a suggestion

I've been framed

Harder than family portraits

Had a thought about if I′d ignore this

And then I'm on

I'm on, I′m on am I on

Hold on, and we on

And we on and we on and you know