I self-sabotage, self-medicate, self-camouflage

Self-isolate, I just really wish

That the voices in my head would go and talk toSomeone else instead, but they don′t want to

I'm a little late to the party

I′m a little late to the starting line

I could give a hundred different reasons

Why I don't believe in myself, deceiving myself, I mean it

Never felt less than right now, yeah

Why can't I feel good

Without feeling so bad?

Why can′t I feel happy

Instead of feeling so sad?

′Cause I self-sabotage, self-medicate, self-camouflage

Self-isolate, I just really wish

That the voices in my head would go and talk to

Someone else instead, but they don't want to

I guess I′m a little stuck in the past

Every mistake I make, yeah, it takes me back to

A mess like the first time I felt love

From a boy who always told me I would never be enough, yeah

'Cause I was always different but I hid it well

There was something missing but you couldn′t tell, I was in the middle

Of a breakdown, wait now, everybody slow down

I don't wanna talk about this right now

Why can′t I feel good (I just wanna feel)

Without feeling so bad? (I don't wanna feel that)

Why can't I feel happy (I just wanna feel)

Instead of feeling so sad? (I don′t wanna feel that)

′Cause I self-sabotage, self-medicate, self-camouflage

Self-isolate, I just really wish

That the voices in my head would go and talk to

Someone else instead, but they don't want to

I just wanna feel

′Cause I'm the one who′s always gonna follow you

And I just wanna feel

Just wanna pretend to be all fine

Why can't I feel good

Without feeling so bad?

Why can′t I just be happy

Instead of feeling so sad?

'Cause I self-sabotage, self-medicate, self-camouflage

Self-isolate, I just really wish

That the voices in my head would go and talk to

Someone else instead, but they don't want to

′Cause I self-sabotage, self-medicate, self-camouflage

Self-isolate, I just really wish

That the voices in my head would go and talk to

Someone else instead, but they don′t want to